Epiphanies

It's been a week of breakthrough ideas for me. It is a little intimidating to write about them as they may be "Well, duh!" to you but I'm going to do it anyway!

1. God cares about our financial burdens. I know that scripture promises that God cares for the birds and flowers. I believe that but I always assumed that God despised our modern money system and wouldn't move in it. Did God really care how much MRI's cost and that vans need new transmissions? Yes, He does. Why? Because He loves His people and His people have to be aware of those things.
2. Grace is big; really, really, really big! I've hinted on this blog about my family's financial fears. Here is the reality: we are in a sinking ship. For all of our attempts to be good stewards and responsible with what we have been blessed with, this boat is going down. There is nothing we can do but bail water. Sometimes we can bail fast enough that it looks like we might save the thing but really, there is no chance. Boats with holes in them don't stay afloat. This week, a yacht picked us up and sailed us to safety. That's grace. I got to witness it firsthand when God moved in a way that I could never have expected, prayed for, or imagined. He rescued us through faithful servants.
3. God is living and active. He moves through His people in ways that defy logic and reason. I wonder about all the times that God wanted to move through my hands, feet and words but I denied Him the opportunity. Father, forgive me. Thank you for epiphany #2 when I realize how many times I have failed at epiphany #3. Thank you for those who recognize your promptings and act.
4. The fear of money can be idolatry. When thoughts of drowning in a sea of debt control my waking, and sleeping, thoughts, I am worshipping money. Not because I love it but because I have let it have power over me.

So am I Captain Obvious today?

I'm a proud momma

Yesterday, Chad and I went with Raemey to a lunch honoring her as the outstanding citizen from her school. A local service organization honors students that are brought to their attention by teachers. Her teacher nominated her by writing this letter:

"Raemey Higgins is an incredible example of a young citizen. Although she is only six, Raemey possesses many admirable qualities that make her an excellent role model for other students and even adults. Raemey has a kind and genuine heart. She is always courteous and cooperative with all of the students in our class. Because she is an ideal role model, the counselor has asked Raemey to join her several times when she is working with other students on how to be a good friend. Raemey is also a very smart student who consistently puts forther her best effort everyday. Without even asking, Raemey is always willing to help others. Whether it is helping another student with their work or helping soneone else clean up their center, she always has a smile on her face. That sweet smile has brought so much joy to myself and other staff members everyday this year. Depite having Achondroplasia, Raemey is very independent. She has a very strong sense of self confidence that helps her overcome challenges she faces due to her height. Raemey's family is actively invovled in their church. When Raemey is working, it is very sweet to hear her quietly sing Christian songs. She has a very strong Christian faith that she displays each and every day. I am very blessed to have the opportunity to be Raemey's teacher this year. She has truly touched my heart in a very special way that I will never forget. Raemey Higgins is the perfect example of a young citizen. "

There are so many reasons that I am proud of Raemey. I'm proud of her intelligence and beauty. But I am bursting that she is salt and light in her school. Her actions bring glory to the Father and I am honored that I get to live with her.

Thank you, Mrs. Hass for loving our baby. Thank you for seeing beyond the size of her legs to see the size of her heart!